I’m selfish
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Emotions
Crying so much I have no tears. Curled into a ball blocking the world out. Sun burns my dried eyes. I lay with the curtains closed trying to imagine a better future one without you ruining it. They’re worried about me. I can see it when they come check on me. I don’t eat , I don’t sleep, I lay awake in my bed all night and day. I hear the conversations you have about me. No, it’s not because of her it’s just me. I’m the one who is doing this to myself. I’m the one who is withering away inch by inch. Fading into the shadows. Might be going insane, I need you here to keep me tamed. I can’t get you out my head. Even though I’m losing myself thread by thread.
“The Greeks thought that homosexuality was more pure than heterosexuality, because one of the main purposes of heterosexuality is the option of reproduction. The Greeks considered heterosexuals desire for only this to be greedy, where as homosexual love is more about true love for the other person, not just the desire to reproduce. Also, because homosexual love isn’t the dominant culture. It’s different.”
I’m Alice baby
I fell down your rabbit hole make my journey to the depths of the earth disappearing in darkness Loosing my way can’t catch my breath I’m falling to fast but to slow at the same time i feel the rush but can’t understand whats happening to me i see your face blurred on the way down! I feel warmth against my arm i look blood stains me its dripping to my finger tips I’m going mad so just call me the mad hatter i’m insane but baby it’s not my claim thinking of you so desperately makes me seem worth less I hit the wall i tumble and fall not able to catch myself i spin going crazy baby best believe your eyes ‘cause you might be despised Can’t keep myself for long somethings got a hold on me to strong cant break through save me I’ll come under your roof make me at home with tweedle dee and tweedle dumb i go numb fall to pieces queen of hearts makes it hard off with your head but i have to do it thread by thread make it easy i think not i make you scream not one shot no she’s silent covered up six feet under Here comes the thunder she cries it rains but there is still to much pain so its not the same ! Bleach blonde hair blue and white dress she looks a mess . Its ohkay I’m Alice baby !
Im in love and always will be
Eyes red nose stuffy baby i don’t know what to do tears falling me balling can’t keep away from you, see me Crying your not worried trying to believe you didn’t do this well i try to tell myself you didn’t do this either but its hard for me to believe I don’t know if its the same for you I run, Run away from this place trying to clear my head falling apart thread by thread Baby you we’re all i needed but now your everything i don’t want I need to say good bye but it’s not as easy as it sounds Please i ask of you We talked but now we don’t i see you and still get butter flies I try to make them go away knowing i don’t want them makes it worse teary eyed i try to think differently but it doesn’t always work Keeping it to myself No one understands but who can the situation is always different . I want to make someone happy I want to be happy . You used to make me happy now all you do is bring me tears So i’mdone with this bull shit feeling unwanted unloved baby your wasting my precious time to give a damn what you think about me or of me so lets leave it at that
Drowning in music BITCH
Music blaring tears falling that bitch is looking at me confused . She needs to go away disappear leave, i don’t know what i can do seeing her everyday the feeling i FUCKED everything up i made me this way smiling at the thought im a monster bitch run away try to hard now i get cut. fuck this bull shit! baby im going down for the count feeling useless makes me worth while so just leave and never come back or else run just keep running, end of the earth is my journey come with me your going to regret it . But baby i just have one thing to say: I’m drowning bitch (:
You made me this way
On the outside:I’m calm smiling laughing but a little distant On the inside:Its like I’m screaming for help but no one notices. the person that left me falling doesn’t care, you try to keep your mind off of it but you cry yourself to sleep almost every night. But why should it matter to you you made me this way! #don’tyouloveit ♥
Base By: Jahrenesis
